mani mani daes nv update post liaox...cuz karen called mi up...ask mi help her update her blogg...pple com breakdown hohx..! hahas...gd fer her...stop going online n study..! buden plz..she study?! watch her tv shows bahs... =Xx
todae veh veh tired bahs....i slept sort of late ytd too...den still celebrated teacher's day in sch...e celebration was lyk nt a celebration too ahh...i onli noe i went up n down e sch lotz of tym...all e bois keep staying in e class to plae chess..plus e gerz too la....den e ong came up asked us go down fer bout 3 tyms....den he veh angry...ask us line up 2 rows den guide us down....few minutes ltr...dey went up againx...den dunno y tis tym ong pa jiao..nv c us le... ermx...e previous dae 4 of us specially went ntuc to buy those tibits...dunnox whether finish le nt...stupid...dey onli interested in playing da chess n tt's all...siao kiaz..!
veh tired todae....cuz aft sch celebration..jiu went hm immediately to change le...went back ats...saw miss tan n mrs koh....wah...mrs koh reaction is damn big...she still ask mi whether im her student..! sobx.. =..( nv c her fer 3 yrs plus liaox..cuz she was ur p5 form teacher ma... den went to take some picz wif ex schmates...jiu meet jas glenn n joe at j8...went p.s find beat rach... walk all e way to orchard...heeren...cinne...far east....wanna die liaox....
aiya...veh tired liaox..dun wanna post le...juz pray no tuition tmr.... god bless... =Pp
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pink colour..! one of my fav colour too...buden i realli dun expect to gt tis results..hahas...represents girly...ehh...mayb true la...-_-" n stubborn...agree too..cuz i admit i m stubborn....sobx...alwayz gt wad i wan...true bahs..if tt thingy is unreachable..den of cuz itz different liaox...=)
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hahas..im finally back le...back to my blog...posting tis new post todae..about 1 week or more nv post le...heex...too busy?! lolx..no la...is too lazy to post bahs...cn c mi orwayz online buden nv orwayz blog...=Pp wanted to change blogskin de...buden tink nt tt soon le bahs...so mafan...n tis period of tym nt going to post often too...cuz aniwae end of yr exams is round e corner lo...bout 1 more mth to go...haix...tym real flies wor...~ if i were to think back my past..i tink i'll still b in my band trip in perth bahs...lyk juz passed by fews day aft e trip...buden reality is reality la... better wake up lo... =)
hmmm..actually come blog oso is a "shun bian" thingy..i finally managed to borrow xue tian shi soundtrack cd from katrine...yeah..!! den come my bro's com to update my blog lo...nw e com multi tasks...burning da cd n im posting post.. =Pp of cuz..nt forgetting to burn one more cd fer my yanz...bu ran she will kill mi...oopz.. =Xx veh happie todae...cuz no band prac fer mi...junior band nia..tink dey gonna perform fer lunchtime performance on fri... yeah...hahas...junior band fest plus tis lunchtime performanceoso no nid mi...tink is tan forgotten bout tis bass clar liaox..nono...shd sae gt mi no mi oso e same..even he oso dunnox y tt tym i nv perform during junior band fest...c...tt's y when i'm in band or nt..it doesn't matterz too la.. hmmm...dun sae bout tis thingy le..so sick of it le.. yah..todae veh guai..come hm aft sch..nv go anywhere..cuz yan sick..jas disappear...nee n mi lonely childhood lo...jiu go hm..aniwae tmr gt emaths n physics test...n todae den i noe gt physics test..god bless mi sehx...physics has orwayz nv been my gd sub le...bless tt i might score well tis tym which is impossible..n of cuz emaths of chap on geometry de...tt chap dunno well lo...though pple orwayz sae tt tt's e easiest chap le...hmmm..tt's y i'm diff from otherz..come hm tot i will study..buden e stupid com so "attracting" my attraction tt stops mi from going back to my bks...hahas...no much tym left cuz ltr going fer piano lesson le.. having piano performance coming up...n go prac my piece..!! luckily onli one piece to perform...dunnox tt dae will xia suay nt...hui gt pple come n watch de mehx??i kept wondering tis sehx..hahas...no...perform fer e ghosts around yeah... -_-" oh...cd finally done lo.. omg..getting more n more pirated (dao ban)!!! UR influence yeah....hahas... jking..next tym i go gt more songs...den u wun orwayz send mi..i send u tis tym....let u become e "more dao ban" person...orwayz sae mi hohx... hahas..all e best sehx..! jia you...
nv post fer 2 days le..getting more n more lazy... =Pp woke up at 11 plus..went to bath mummy jiu help mi straighten my hair..hahas..sae muz b presentable fer tonight's band dinner so she oso went to pick my clothing e other dae..hmmm..tink all mummy lyks to dolls their daughter up..ha..if im gonna haf a child next tym..i gonna doll her up man..! lolx...~ tink too much.. =Xx ask vicky to pei mi to causeway juz to gt beat's tie..travel all e way to woodlands gt a tie den rush back sch to c e senior show n pass da tie..went hm jiu straight away meet kris...took some pics..bought some sweets..waiting fer beat hny n glenn...took pics againx wibx dem..nt including glenn..cuz he was kinda late ma..~ den blah blah..went to phoenix hotel..oso kinda late..every1 taking food..eating le..we juz walked in..hahaas..if im nt wrong..i've been there before ehh..wibx my mummy n some aunties..lolx..food dere wasnt as bad as i've expected too... =) ur table is kinda fun la..hahas...plz ahh..gt a damn big joker...sure veh entertaining..n plus da darren tan n beat..hahas..coolz.. *winkz* dw n gang wore damn formal..n of cuz darren...kinda kana suan by tan when he was lyk make a speech..buden luckily noes tt im going to haf junior next yr..! hahas.. bout 10 lidat le..den everyone was busying takin pics wibx one another..i oso took some pics..mayb tmr cai put into da blog.. =Pp den jiu went to esplanade awhile aft e dinner.. used lizi's cam to took picz oso...scenery dere wad nice...buden veh late le..roof area wasnt open..haix..too bad... -_-" awhile ltr jiu went back...darren's daddy took both of dem back cuz their hse was near..mi beat n glenn took another cab home...reached hm bout 12 plus..took a bath jiu come blog le..so guai..~ hahas.. tired sehx...nearly forgotten tt gt tuition tmr..haix...sianz sianz sianz...!
haix..todae another sianz dae..slept bout 1 plus ytd nite..den veh tired of going sch..buden bo bianz..life's juz so xingg ku..!!hahas...sch is torturing sehx...y muz so early go sch..juz dun understand..lolx.. =Pp lessons kinda boring..buden still gt pe fer first 2 periods..still e same as last wk..traditional games..all e gerz nv plae anything..naturally we juz came together n form a kinda big circle..hahas..3A rawkz sehx..=D hmmm..tink even e bois oso slacking..den some peeps when to gt their retest fer their 2.4 bahs..den yanz was lyk so crazy..! hahas..we were at e second lvl looking down..den every1 passes by..she will lyk shout jia you jia you..den wad go for it..! n ermx..more la..haiyox..tink influence by weilie's siaoness..oopz..=Pp her mood tt tym compared to mine was diff man..ha..tink mi too tired to sae anything...or mayb juz tinking bout other thingy.... =) buden having her around veh entertaining..makes mi realli luff..hahas..buay tahan her oso.. oh..nt forgetting my darling nee phua..n e ah bian dar jas la...hahas.. oh..last period was free period ahh..cuz mrs chung gonna conduct oral..den no relief teacher somemore..4 of us were lyk in e toliet fer bout e whole period..hahas..no la..mayb shorter... oh..den mother ask mi find her aft sch at e market near my sch..buden nt sure where is it..hao xin de glenn brought mi e way..thx glenn..~ heex..when to my ah ma hse tt was..so near to glenn hse too..cuz moi grandpa's death anniversary..makan lunch dere too..hahas..! e funnie thing was when dey went to "ask" fer 4D numbers..all of dem went to bet..my daddy took those number ma..aunties were lyk.."kneel down la..!..b more serious..sincere abit lehx.." ha.. he kana bullied by dem sehx..lolx..orbi..~ =Xx den 4 jiu rush hm fer tuition..nv bring my chem textbk lo..ask my mummy bring mi back to sch gt textbk from beat..cuz she still in sch doing her dnt stuff...lucky she dere man.. cuz tmr having chem test le..heex..=) si bei forgetful de mi..tink forever oso will b so blur..haix.. =Pp oh..toking bout nite tym..i watch singapore idol wibx my mama..yi bian chi fan yi bian watch..hahas..we were so crazy insanes..keep laughing..cuz some partz were lyk.. ahem* dun sae le.. =) wah..todae so sianz oso cn write so much..my eng compo is gonna improve man..hahas..~
haix..todae whole dae "babysitting"..!! buden dey r bigger..pri 1 n 3 de.. hahas.. actually one of dem is my god-sis..veh cute n blubby..~ *winkz* heex.. hmmm..in e morning jiu awaken by my mama frenz...came to my rm at bout 11 plus..woke mi up to haf my breakfast..~ den i drag drag drag...till 12 plus..came in againx...2nd round nagging..hahas...bo bian jiu wake up...went to e living rm..so mani pple..all getting ready to plae..yeah..majong..!! haix.. under tt type of noise pollution..ci guan liaoz...mumble down my food...den on e com fer e 2 gerz...dey was like using e barbie webbie ahh.?? den mi online..toking llo..~ oh yah...i helped to tuitor my god-sis..ahahas..so shuang...! maths mah..kinda easy cuz p3..all on prob sums...tot tt it wad kinda tricky sehx..fer p3 standard.. =Pp ran hou..jiu meet beat n glenn to j8..cuz glenn nid to go to e money changer bahs.. n im suppose to bring e 2 kids out fer mac... =D took picz ah..walk walk around..yah..wad most interesting was..in e bus stop..bumped into mani grps of amkss students lo.. firstly was 3t2 bois ahh...si bei bengz...cnt stand dem...another gang of 3t2 bois walked past us too..tt one nt tt close..so nv realli go notice..mani buses went past us..was wondering when beat n glenn boarding...almost bout 2 to 3 buses went pass us le...still at e bus stop...
den his gang of peeps came over..i didnt noe lo...was too engrossed toking to beat..den glenn oso playing wif e 2 gerz..hahas..didnt noe he could b so well-liked by small kids.. =Pp
june came to li siao beat...den i was oso kinda shocked..beat firstly tot was xue si..den keep askin mi to sae whus tt..cnt recall her name tt pt of tym la..! ahahas.. e whole grp of dem tink went to celebrate someone's bdae..ehh..dunnox hu too la..juz wish him happie bdae lo..one day aft national dae..=) haix...sch reopen tmr..gonna b a boring dae againx...nt ready fer physics test yt too..gonna read thru le.. sianz...
hmmm...took tis pic juz todae...suppose to b at hm to babysit 2 small kids..lolx..den mother ask mi bring dem out to mac...grib some tym to gt some picz wibx glenn n beat..tink tis pic all of us lyk de bahs.. *winKkz*
happie birthday singapore...!! hmmm...39 yrs old le..muz grow big..! wahahas...tok cok sehx..no la..actually is having ah goh in ndp as our prime minister...heex..suddenly feel myself so educated...*ahem... =Xx gt to c some parts of e ndp programme..started at 6..ended my tuition around there too..haiya..beginning orwayz v sianx de... =) watch watch watch...bout 7 parents jiu reached hm...gonna help my mother cook..ahahas...i cn cook de hohx..! onli tt i keep dropping e utensils..den orwayz stirring veh hardly on e pot...she will b lyk screaming to mi saying.."can you be more gentle?!"...lolx...help her still lidat..haix.. =Pp e part i tink tt was most nice de was when lin jun jie singing home bahs...cuz was in a diff version as e previous de..quite entertaining n nicee too...oso seems to b more shuai le.. ahahas..no la..~ tink he recently haf new album lo..jiang nan rite..?nice songs he haf.. *winkz* hmmm...gt fireworks today too... ytd oso haf..den lotz of pple when esplande.. beat n gang..even 4c guys went..my class bois oso..n my bro's gang..! wah...itz lyk every1 going esplande... surely lotz of pple de...buden mi still stayed at hm..lazy n no mood go out tt dae bahs... =) pei my parents...dey weere so impressed by mi..nv go out fer e past 2 days..heex... buden ytd fireworks..i managed to c at moi hse dere..todae de..lazy to walk out to c... =Pp veh guai today..went to finish my chi xi zi..a maths homework..!! damn guai..hahas...nt prepared fer physics test yt...buden realli feel lyk going out tmr le..mother will b playing majong e whole day..!!haix..still dunnox where to go yt..hmmm.. nee going out..yan no news..tink oso going out..c hw lo.. mayb stay at hm againx... =D kinda regain my mood le..having myself locked in my comfortable rm fer bout 2 days..hahas...nw den i realised hw nice being in my rm..comfortable plus relaxing man..~ luv my room..!! lolx.. gonna slp lo...itz around 2 plus lo..haix..cant slp late tmr le..buden e most upset thingy is..haf to wake up damn early to go sch...struggling to go sch..sobx..!
haix..nv do anything todae...stayed at hm e whole day...in my rm...surfing e net..doing my tuition homework...filled my rm wif "those" musicz...gonna haf tuition tmr le...having tests tis wk...haix...nv go to c fireworks todae..doesnt haf e mood to go out too..tmr morning gonna b dragged out by my parents..den having tuition at hm..hope tis tuition will help mi bahs...bring up my study mind...idiot mi...wad m i toking....nvm..tts all fer todae...
jux cancelled tuition..dun feel lyk saying much todae..i dunnox if ive made e right choice...all these things might haf started by mi..i feel bad...bad becuz..mayb onli nee noes bout it...fer wad i feel..u're nt e real yourself in front of mi nw...
hmmm..juz nw my hair was lyk damn wet nw..~ cuz juz bath.. =Pp slept e latest today le... till bout 12 sehx..lolx..though quite late...buden still feel damn tired too.. *bish*..! aniwae tmr nt going sch le..! finally no band prac...hooray man..~ firstly went to "best" superstore to collect my hp..!! hahahas..repair hao le..!!! tot it will last fer 2-4 wks..as dey said at da recipt..buden ytd dey called mi n told mi okayx le..ahahas..!finally..!!! damn happie...~ winkz..~ ermx..den jiu went yanz hse first...cuz moi usually used e contact lens had some sort of prob at first...so used e coloured lens todae.. e moment i stepped into her hse..she was damn stunned lo..! cuz i was in moi grey lens...ahahas..~ "jian gue"..!! lolx..so immdiately changed to brown de..nt tt obvious le bahs.. aniwae..im nt going sch to parade my eyes rite?! =D
toking bout rehearsal...damn tired lo...went up n down e sch..n i helped to carry a tuba!! my god..cant believe it..den bought down moi instrument..den gt some sort of prob of moi stand n file..jiu run up n down to c where was it..goodness gracious..ahahas..buden oso gd..cuz i manged to run away from e warmup exercise!! wahahas...hmmm..though we tried to play e loudest le..buden i still tink tt..band sound is damn small..!! e prob is tt dere r too much noise made by e students in sch of cuz..! dey juz cant stop toking..ahahas... eh..band was realli lyk a cd player sehx..damn.. extra~ hahas..no la.. gif beats to e contigents keas..ahahas.. wei da de band.. =Xx
yupx..den aft preforming jiu immediately packed moi instrument cuz gonna rush fer e awards day thingy....took e award bout 7 plus..den glenn was waiting fer mi..cuz moi class pupils went esplanent le..n kt went back first..~ afterwards jiu together wibx glenn find kt n go to esplanent le.. reached dere jiu meet dem at e roof le..scenery was damn damn gd..! haix..oso gt volkswagen dere..damn xing fu...weather was oso...everything was such perfeect dere... went to marina dere supposingly to gt our dinner..den gt some thingy happen on nee n jh.. den nee gonna go hm le.. still sae alone go hm..n itz like 9 plus le..so...mi n yanz pei her hm..! jiemeiz sehx...of cuz jiemei ish more impt den every other things...lolx..! reach bishan bout 10 le.. i was..totally stunned by wad ive done todae..had some sself reflection...realised something impt... hmmm...i was wrong bout him...haix..stayed dere fer bout 20 mins nia la..jiu started walking hm on e deserted street of mine..sibei..ahem* ahahas...buden nvm.. my neighbourhood is orwayz veh safe de..(i hope)! lolx..went hm jiu lazy bath le... n was toking to nee on e phone cuz she gt probs ma..hahas...cheer up keas nee..~ itz nt urs n his fault..juz dun blame on any1 bahs.. =) oh..immediately went online..! ahahas.. n..lolx..e resultz ahh..quite gd sehx..ahahas..though he was some sort of busy..~ tok to quite alot of pple too..oh yah... happie bdae to rachel..~!!! lolx..lurve her muchx..shes a damn cheerful ger.. all e best to her..!
e scenery at esplanent was....incredible..! being dere wif someone tt i lurve is e best thing in my life..!!! my greatest wish nw..to b at esplanent wif some1 tt i realli luv...it will definately b e best dae in my life...i do hope e dae will come... ...
haix..another boring dae...tis entry id gonna b short sehx..realli nth happen much todae..ermx..one thingy tt was happie fer myself was tt e chem testi...ahahas.. muz humble..dun wann sae le..~ =Pp nt full marks la...(hmmm...high aims yeah..) was like onli studying tt test one day before..n was all guessing here n dere de.. luckily..god bless mi.. ahahas.. haix..buden if dun score well..hw to answer to moi tuition teacher..sobx..physics was like shit le..! maths too.. =..( den last 2 periods was assembly...lolx..e grp of us.. nee ..yan ..jas..benson n chin jie was lyk superb noisy...den ong was lyk watching us...... ahahas...luckily nth happen la.. mayb he gd moodx or wadeva la..ha.. sianz..another ndp rehearsal..phew~ tis tym was e last tym le..hmmm...lemme tink..so i next yr no nid to participate le rite?! lolx..! ya hohx... si bei shiok..ahahas...tml rehearsal le..still haven prepare my stuffs..damn lazy to pack..dun even noe moi shoes at where..amaths file nt done..haix...gonna go start filing moi stack of worksheetz le..sobx..!yyupx..happen to c him when was going to e bus stop...was wif a grp of frenz..tink stayed back fer dnt...haix...
wah...another dae juz passes lyk dat le...veh sianz sehx...life is damn boring... =Pp hmmm..morning nv meet ah li..dunnox wad happen to him againx..siao kia..orwayz pon sch.. went fer pe..yeah..traditional games....boring* suppose to run 2 rounds..buden we took e short cut..damn jian lo.. cut till..my god..unbelievable..ahahas..when passing canteen..we r so damn clever cuz we used da back of e canteen...chin jie n jun hui was lyk using e stalls dere de lo...kana caught by ong..ahahas...! we lucky...nv kana..heex.. aniwae..went to e hall..jiu play games le..class bois siaoz sehx..all playing balls violently..! ahahas...all fer tt pathetic ball..hahas..den mi n wilson..glenn..yan went to plae e "hamtabola"..aiya..dunnox hw to spell.. =p wilson threw so hard at mi!! my god.. si wilson sehx...aiya...buden game lai de...n e game is suppose to b lyk tt... !! hahas..awhile ltr jiu buay tahan..cuz my nose was lyk...damn xin ku...mayb morning is lidat de.. awhile ltr jiu okayx le.. =) tok to kt at e hall stage there..he wasnt doing anything too..slacking..~ oh..rmb when amaths lesson..! ahahas..mi happiest moment todae..! ha..~ cn u imaginee.. i scoreeeeeeee..... ahahas.. muz humble..cnt too bhb.. hahas.. cnt cnt...muz show off nw!! full marks sehx!! 25/25 hohx..lolx..first tym score so high...buden actually is e paper easy..hahas..yupx..went up to class e tym..saw him at e stairs..jiu told him moi marks..tink he dun even belief sehx..idiot..!nvm..!!! den ss test..was lyk..my god?! so little tym nia?!! hahas..my handwriting sux..! ahahas..i scribble thru..but managed to write 2 causes down..hope e results nt tt bad..~ last period was eng..all of dem finish their compre test so fast..n i'm one of dem..1 hr de paper...less den 30 mins jiu finish...si bei tired..wanted to slp de..buden scared ltr wake up le more tired..cuz gonna ren fer e afternoon awards day rehearsal..my god... tt sucks..! lunch tym went to eat wibx moi class pple..so mani pple at e hawker too..mani grps..hongrui..jh n mun wai dey all... beat n he dey all..wibx our class de..ahahas.. on e way oso saw shao jin..finally cn recognize le.. =) oh..i cn differenciate jh n mun wai too.. heex.. den went back fer e rehearsal...kt oso went sch..sae wanna go np..in e end oso went to plae bball..~ oh..luckily there was lyk onli 1 rehearsal tis afternoon..heex..damn shiok..ermx...still tinking hw to pon tt night..cuz take moi award le jiu wanna leave.. heex... jian ren sehx..! bout 6 plus finish..loiter outside band rm awhile jiu go hm le.. hmmm..reached hm bout 7 plus le..veh sianx..haiz..everydae oso gonna go hm so late...when will tis stop......... n tml oso gt ndp rehearsal..goodness graciious..! *torture*..!!!
hmmm...met ah li in da morning...den realised tt veh longg nv meet him at ur bus stop le..hahas..cuz most of e tym raining..bu ran he nv go sch..si bei slack de...-_-" as usual..reached sch bout 715 lidat lo...4 periods dnt..si bei sianz...gt back test paper.. actually gotten 24/50..jas 23..lolx..! both of us were lyk...my god! wanna die le... 1 or 2 marks mdm shee oso dun wan gibx..walaux...no wonder shes so unpopulared in class..nearly every1 hates her..!! @*$(@*)#*%&^&)*%&@)#!!! =D ahahas...if she gonna teach us to sec 5s..we're going to die man..! =Pp oh..buden haven finish..in e end..tt pa jiao teacher..nv count in one ques de marks fer mi..so eventually......pass!! ahahas.. 26/50 sehx.. veh longg nv pass dnt le.. =D walaux..since im on tis topic liaoz..wa..realli sarkx bbig tym sehx.. suddenly cn shout at us..haix..mayb we're too noisy..n noe wad?! there's once she dun even noe hw to spell " ALUMINIUM"..!! i'll rmb tt in moi heart de man..ahahas..cuz i suppose to seat in e front..rmb tt tym was wibx lebin..den when we correct her..she said.. hw to spell ahh..? both of us were lyk luffing all e way... ahahas..!!
hmmm..aft jiu went eat wibx da 3 best jiemeiz n beat lo... at first yan wasnt in a gd mood..den mi n nee jiu played wibx her...make her happie..den eventually bout 5 mins ltr..she went back to her original monkey mood n start jumping around...walaux...lyk bringing a mad monkey out sehx..so xia suay! oopz... ahahas... yupx..den jiu went fer bball match...all upper sec classes were there...tink suppose to plae 2 matches first..hmmm.. his class didnt went to semi finals..buden tink already done their best le.. cuz their opponent was 5A..so...ya la..cnt make it de.. even moi class too...however we managed to gt into semi finals..! suay suay againx ur opponent is 5A..goodness gracious...so..scores in e end of cuz veh cham la.. it was lyk about 10 plus 20 pts difference sehx.. next match jiu played wibx 4C fer 3rd n 4th placing...walaux..tt game was lyk...tough man..! every playerz dere was already exhausted n tired..especially benson n chin jie...poor thingy.dey had been playing fer e pass few matches...n da game wad totally rough...both teams veh anxious bout winning...den ong came to b e referee...somesort of biased lehx.. ahahas.. dunnox oso la...aft da 15 mins of match..kaoz..! tie sehx..jiu haf xtra tym.. den tie againx..so another xtra tym.. buden tis tym dey managed to score so won le lo.. benson n cj..was sort of pissed off bahs... cuz dey realli play hard le.. haix..lose jiu lose le lo.. 4th placing is already nt bad... all of us noe tt u pple had already done ya best... mayb dey r juz tired bahs..hope dey wld b fine tml... still gt ss test.. all e best fer dem though i noe dey will nt studyz...3A rawkz...!! all of us will b orwayz dere supporting one another.. (",)
im sorrie..tink u might haf read e entry... i dunnox wad to sae nw.. hope ya will nt too sad ... itz hard to choose..so im gonna let nature take itz course.. im nw neutral party ahh.. so both sides r nt hurt in a sense.. so im juz lyk e previous myself..! e cheerful n crazy loyz... ahahas..! nw den i realised tt being happie is e most impi thingy... juz hope tt all of us wld be happie yeah..? wif luvv...
i wonder if he'll b coming online tonight..i need to haf a tok... haix...im nt going to stay long online tonight..tts wad my sense tells mi...beat..if u stop helping mi nw...im nt realli gonna haf a easier life u noe...i feel even worst..i dun wan drag this thingy fer long..itz nw affecting every1.. i knew it le..before all these thingy...i noe i wld drag him...im a burden to him realli...tt y i haf include in e card...nw den i noe itz e truth...cause him to b distracted nw..actually i dunnox his feelings nw too..i wanna ask...buden he isnt here...nt onli one party is troubling...i oso noe tt he might nt even gif a damn or wan to bother it nw...cuz..yeah..e timing nt rite... im sorrie.. sorrie to both parties...sorrie sorrie sorrie...i dunnox wad to do nw..i dun wan e persent life im living nw...cant i juz b a baby wif no worries(yah..funnie ahh)..feeling more n more worst every night..n itz especially night tym...i might b wondering too muchx nw..buden i cnt help it rite...itz..argh nvm..realli unconvinent to sae...aniwae..i was juz hoping if u might gt to c tis entry...im here to apologize..fer making so much probs fer u..im juz heading ya brain to dunno where..i simply juz causing troubles fer u... i luv u...
cant gt to slp..itz already reaching 2... itz nt da conversation i nad wif beat tt affects mi nw...i wanna share moi things nw to pple...buden...i dun wan to bother pple nw..mayb karen..but shes orwayx slping early...renee..she oso slp early..yanz..shd b e same...hais.. i might b stubborn at tyms..but..usually itz fer mani reasons...i feel myself lost nw...no direction...no way out fer mi...mani paths fer mi to choose..y cant i choose one nw... n nw.. i wld rather escape..escape from everything..especially e reality.. studies r becoming worst...playin in band..horrendous...moi blogskin..iam what iam.....nw...i totally disagree wif it...im nt..! juz decieving myself..too pple..dey might tink im orwayx cheerful..free from worries..especially sat.. dun judge pple by itz appreance..tts e impt pt...i could nt put everything i wanna sae in here..as tis is a blog..whereby pple could juz drop by n c... juz wandering...if im gonna continue my life lidat...r my past memories going to fate away..? as in nw...in seems to b blur... memories r unclear n cn soon b forgotten...wad shd i do... m i suppose to stay lyk tis? make a choice? or even.................................. pple..juz treat tis entry as invisible plz...juz wanna let out my feelings... ill b soon deleting away when im done...
i didnt study fer amaths test...everything seems nt right to mi nw...im crazyy...juz insane...tts wad i feel bout myself...im nt e real myself..
